Of course. I knew a girl in high school I always had a lot of chemistry with but because we always were in a relationship with someone we could never act on it. Every few months we'd get a coffee or go for sushi and have a few hours of flirtatious but ultimately innocuous conversation. Well, she didn't have a facebook then changed phones, only didn't tell me (or most people) so she effectively lost most and all contacts. So we lost touch. This is going back to... 2011. She has evidently reactivated her facebook after years, and we added eachother. She's equally enthusiastic to catch up, and our banter is as lively as ever. But—here's the snag. She lives in the fucking Cayman islands and will do so for 2 years. So of course once we're both single she lives halfway around the world. We agreed to skype soon anyway though.

She's rich, so maybe she'll fly me out there.

-Vader

Late Night Rant with Cilogy


I always end up choosing the wrong people, and dwelling on on that for a while.

Like, the women I've even remotely been romantically been involved with have either left my life rather quickly, or it just didn't work between us because of my insecurities or because of distance. The guys I've liked in life have been nothing more than passing crushes, so I never got a chance to pursue them. A guy I have an absolute fascination with, who is someone I would describe as a "consummate man", is married to a woman. I had the chance to actually work alongside him, but that fell through for other reasons.

It's like anything romantic just constantly slips away from me for some reason. It's become rather pointless, honestly. I mean, I'm a young-ass human, but just based on my experience already, it seems the benefits I receive from romantic relationships is not equivalent to the energy I put into them. Most days, I don't know whether that's just because of the state of modern romance, or because my own expectations and standards are just so fucked beyond reason in like 5 different directions.

So, I've more or less given up. I have a feeling I'll get to a point where I'm nearly completely asexual, and I don't know if that's a good thing.

i prefer relatiobships with tv shows

TehBatGetsBraked wrote:i prefer relatiobships with tv shows

and nolanfans

and internet

and porn

But I thought you were drowning in pussy?

TehBatGetsBraked wrote:i prefer relatiobships with tv shows

ya

Cilogy wrote:Late Night Rant with Cilogy


I always end up choosing the wrong people, and dwelling on on that for a while.

Like, the women I've even remotely been romantically been involved with have either left my life rather quickly, or it just didn't work between us because of my insecurities or because of distance. The guys I've liked in life have been nothing more than passing crushes, so I never got a chance to pursue them. A guy I have an absolute fascination with, who is someone I would describe as a "consummate man", is married to a woman. I had the chance to actually work alongside him, but that fell through for other reasons.

It's like anything romantic just constantly slips away from me for some reason. It's become rather pointless, honestly. I mean, I'm a young-ass human, but just based on my experience already, it seems the benefits I receive from romantic relationships is not equivalent to the energy I put into them. Most days, I don't know whether that's just because of the state of modern romance, or because my own expectations and standards are just so fucked beyond reason in like 5 different directions.

So, I've more or less given up. I have a feeling I'll get to a point where I'm nearly completely asexual, and I don't know if that's a good thing.

Whats the longest realtionship you have been in? I feel like your jumping ship before you have even experienced how special sharing your life with someone is. Crushes can be brutal, but dont give up my friend. Your'e more than capable and will find somebody.

Cilogy wrote:Late Night Rant with Cilogy


I always end up choosing the wrong people, and dwelling on on that for a while.

Like, the women I've even remotely been romantically been involved with have either left my life rather quickly, or it just didn't work between us because of my insecurities or because of distance. The guys I've liked in life have been nothing more than passing crushes, so I never got a chance to pursue them. A guy I have an absolute fascination with, who is someone I would describe as a "consummate man", is married to a woman. I had the chance to actually work alongside him, but that fell through for other reasons.

It's like anything romantic just constantly slips away from me for some reason. It's become rather pointless, honestly. I mean, I'm a young-ass human, but just based on my experience already, it seems the benefits I receive from romantic relationships is not equivalent to the energy I put into them. Most days, I don't know whether that's just because of the state of modern romance, or because my own expectations and standards are just so fucked beyond reason in like 5 different directions.

So, I've more or less given up. I have a feeling I'll get to a point where I'm nearly completely asexual, and I don't know if that's a good thing.

Don't stop

Believing