Sometimes I feel like I'm not that pretty and it sucks a lot. Like I know I shouldn't think like that but I keep thinking like that.
After my New York trip, I'm going to go back to therapy. I hope the co-pay isn't too expensive.
tbh sometimes i look in the mirror and i’m like “fine whatever” but sometimes i can’t even look at my reflection because all i can see are flaws. asymmetry, fat cheeks, weird this, crooked that, etc., and it just fucks me up. the crappy thing is that you can barely ever tell this to people without them making you feel like shit for “imagining stuff” or thinking you’re super vain.
Sometimes I feel like I'm not that pretty and it sucks a lot. Like I know I shouldn't think like that but I keep thinking like that.
After my New York trip, I'm going to go back to therapy. I hope the co-pay isn't too expensive.
tbh sometimes i look in the mirror and i’m like “fine whatever” but sometimes i can’t even look at my reflection because all i can see are flaws. asymmetry, fat cheeks, weird this, crooked that, etc., and it just fucks me up. the crappy thing is that you can barely ever tell this to people without them making you feel like shit for “imagining stuff” or thinking you’re super vain.
I feel this so much. I was looking in the mirror today and all I saw was just random red spots on my face. And it just made me really self conscious. And yeah, it really is hard to talk to someone about this because people think You're just over reacting or looking for attention.
I told my parents that I want to go to Puerto Rico or Cuba for my next trip. They just started saying "if you want to go to unsafe places, go all the way. Go to Iran, Iraq, or Pakistan."
